& I know it's you on the phone

Yesterday night, my phone rang, an unknown number, I answer but none says hello... & I know it's you on the phone, I don't know how or why i just could hear you breathing. Its kinda funny... I guess you still think of me & I want to say I still dream of you... but unfortunately they're only nightmares, I'm desperate to wake up and when I do I'm just so glad it isn't true... & I really wish I could have a better flavor when it comes to you, but you really tried hard to bring me down and you certainly did hurt me... so there's these days I would love to see you crying, plunged into your own misery, none can find you... but somehow there's a bit of something good deep inside me about you 'cause there's these other days I just pray & wish you can make it right, to see you with someone else by your side so happy, just like I do now... i really hope you can turned all those dreams you had to your real life someday... & my God! i know they're all contradictions, but that's how you always made me thought, so...